my story is..

hai and assalamualaikum^^

cute kan ? tak da kna mengena tapi nk letak gak ^^

almost 3 days my mum got sick.she had asma.again!

not human name ok but ya a name's disease.

as a daughter of cause i'm  feelin' so sad :(

she got that AGAIN after comin' back from work,from her school.yesterday.

she said mybe she ate nuts,keropok kacang actually.

lastly,the leftover of the keropok kacang DONE finish by me.hahax

but until today,she still not eating anything yet.

almost 3 days okey.

oh my Allah,until then,she got fever,really high fever i think.

almost every minutes she cough and cough then muntah!

oh my Allah.

can u imagine vomiting without any energy n empty stomach?

for Allah sake,it's really teach me a lot.

as a muslim,as a daughter for my parents.

how could i be hold strong for her.

how would i be towards her when she sick n weak ?

when i live far away from her after this ?

when i got my own life ?

may i be there for her,anytime,without excuse..

bcz she is my mother!

ummi,syafakillah,

may u get better by tomorrow.^^

it's been awhile since i heard ur nagging ^^ 

love,hannan.

a weeks ago,

i got into a fight with him.unknown.

a really big-crying-moment fighting hah.

and i admit that it's all my fault *.*

but he still accept me as i am.

 he compared to me..me,as a burden to him.

still accepting me as his friend really makes me wonder.

how could i do that fault to him hah ? ok fine.

really, i dind't appreciate what i had and what i need.

still buat dunno n co0l even dh tunggang langgang!

cummon hannan,open ur eyes!

please wake up n do something meaningful for u.

repent n muhasabah diri for what i did.

oh my Allah,i promise not to make that mistakes again.
syukur for what i had n istiqamah for what the best^^

for u,i'm sorry from my deep liver.heh ^^

sincerely,hannan.

p/s : still bertatih grammar english.sy bdk bru belajar,klw salah tlg tunjukkan.
p/ss : hey you! i'm really sorry ok ?

terapi a.k.a release tension ^_^

Assalamualaikum semua

peace..hehe ^_^V

sihat hari ni??

jom2..kita tgok terapi kejap..hee

last entry kann hannan mcm touching kejap,huhu..

sooooooo..

xpe2..so kna la cri terapi utk jiwa kejap kann..

knapa gna prkataan terapi??

knapa xgna 'release tension' ke..

[sbb ada prkataan tension  la kat situ!]

makin tension plak japgi.

dh2,ckp bnyk plak dia..adehh~

smlm  hannan pegi jln2 jap dgn ummi..

dgn ummi n adk bgsu la..

abah lak xleh ikot sbb sdg siapkan assignment..

adehh~ duk berebut laptop dgn anak dia yg sorg ni..hahax

nsib la abah,nk buat gena kann...

dah2,sbb nk bg terapi..

hannan lebih prefer buat bnda yg kita suka..

betoiii x??

xkan nk buat bnda yg kita bnci plak kan..adehh~

dan contoh2nya ialah :

1) membaca novel

aduhhh~ serius best glerr suma novel ni..

hannan mmg suka sngt baca novel ^_^

kebetulan smlm pegi jln2 jap dgn ummi.

apalagi,beli novel la..

duit?? mine laa <3

tapi klw lelaki xtaw la diorang prefer x baca novel nih.

haha..apa salahnya kann..

as side reading kannn...

2) tengok movie??

yg ni tiket hari tu hannan gi tgok dgn kwn..

cuba tgok tarikh dia bila?? 6hb nov kot..

rsa2nya hari apakah itu..hahax

movie : shark night..

utk yg sakit jantung or pmpuan mngandung,xpayah la.

mmg la pasal jerung tp ada bnyk scene trkejut!

nk luruh jantung hannan tgok taw tak!

kwn hannan siap tgur lg sbb hannan duk asyik menjerit.

dh mcm tgok crita hantu plak! =.='

nk buat gena,shark tu asyik muncul tiba2.

tggu xpengsan je lg taw! haihhh..

tp sincerely,jgn jdikan sngt tabiat tgok movie ni..

abah pesan jgn trlalu mmbiasakan diri sngt..

xelok la kannn..

[just my opinion k..]

3) dgr lagu,radio or etc.

amacam?? yg ni ok tak utk terapi rohani..

ok apa kan..sbgai hiburan hati..

abah kata,

'hiburan tu seperti garam di dalam masakan.

xleh gak klw xbubuh garam..tawar lak japgi.

terlebih pun xboleh jgk takut msin sngt plak kannn..'

mcm tu la jgk dgn hiburan..xleh terlalu 'close minded'

dan xleh jgk terlalu melebih lebihkan hiburan..

so,just enjoy seadanya.

[just my opinion k..]

4) main game??

hah..yg ni kaum2 adam mmg suka sngt la..

ada ja kt fb tu hannan tgok diorg post psal ni..

kejap2 msti 'dota jom!'

best sngt ke??

xpenah la pulak hannan try bnda alah ni..

kwn hannan yg sorg ni kata utk elak bosan..

ok..fine..

tp..ada x kaum hawa yg main bnda alah ni..

[takut lak tgok rupa dota kt ats tu..haihhhh]

5) muka buka-tweet-blogging??

hah..yg ni sape yg xsuka..

cuba gtaw sapa yg xsuka angkat lappy anda skrg!..hahax

tp hannan lebih prefer blogging drpd  fb n twitter.

ntah..mmg suka blog!

[just my opinion k..]

6) pray!

last but not least of coz la berdoa kpd Allah.

yg ni mmg xdpt dinafikan lg laa..

lagi2 bila time ssah la bru nk 'jmpa' Allah kan..

bkn kata sapa2 tapi diri hannan ni sndri cmtu la..

sbb tu time kita snang la kita kna slalu ingat Allah.

sbb bila kita ssah nnti snang utk Allah tlg kita..

kannnn~

pray!-jgn smpitkan fikiran hanya pd doa! tp munajat pd Allah,

berzikir,bca Al-Quran n etc slah satu cara ingat pd Allah.

klw kita slalu berdamping,berkasih, berzikir &
 mengingati Allah,takkan Allah nk lupa kita kannn..

msti la dia akan suka pada kita n ingat kat kita.

Allah~ moga aku tergolong dlm golongan ini T_T

..::oklah,yg tu je lah kot rasanya utk release tension or terapi rohani!

enjoy ur reading n have a nice day! ^_^

p/s : lupa nk cakap,good luck for all spm candidates.

finally,u will face a real war today!

 just enjoyed n facing this test as one of ur  brightening future ^_^v 

[tringat time ambk spm thn lpas! *_*]

please..don't get tired of this

Assalamualaikum.

Result final exam dh keluar.adehh..

sy dh rasa lega ianya tiada kaitan dengan repeat paper.fuhh~

unfortunately,ummi  demam.tp tetap gagahkan diri pegi sokolah.

Katanya,bdk2  nk spm,dh xlama dah..

Akhirnya,balik rumah dgn keadaan sejuk terketar-ketar.

Sbb kat perlis sdg hujan skrg.msti ummi dh kna hujan.

Syafakillah ummi syg  ^_^

One more news,my heart had gotten hurt.again.

Moga sy redha.moga Allah syg sy.Moga sy terus bercinta dgn Allah.

Aja aja fighting ^_^

p/s : adakah sy teruk??

hari aktiviti sedunia,[sy jelez]

bismillah~

sebab

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dah lama x update blog..

mcm semak ja blog nih..haihh

klw dulu bila msa free ja msti nk update.

tp skrg dh x mcm dlu.bnyk sngt aktiviti<---buat bz bleh cik hannan ni

xsama dh..

kt uitm wifi sngt la low..klw yg bwk broadband tu kira ok jgk..

bertuah la klw dpt on9.

tp pelik jgk sbb hannan kt sni mcm xlepas tgn.

bnyk kot assingnment9 [betul x eja ni??]..adehh..

bila ditanya rmai jgk yg duk on9 tiap2 hari

hannan on9 jgk tp just tgok2 n like..huhu

alhamdulillah..

stiap hari2 yg dilalui kat sni dianggap special

hannan dh mula jatuh cinta,angau~

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jatuh cinta dgn uitm la..hee

'uitm di hatiku',slogan yg slalu diterapkan kat sna.

moga Allah redha~

semalam final imam muda

ouh~ congrates t0 IM Hassan..

tp dua2 finalist totally hebat..

semua imam muda hebat..

best sngt..

moga thn dpan ada lg..

insyaallah~

hari ni ada larian 1 Malaysia kan..

bila blek rmh baru taw psal ni..

mcm best ja..

bila bkak portal uitm,rupanya ada jgk..

xbgtaw p0n~ adehh..

xpala..tgok dari jauh..

pegi kangar td nmpak la skolah ksyanganku berlari2..

huhu..best..[rindu skolah]

jom! kita doa sama sama~

moga sempat bertemu bulan ramadhan..

:.khas.:

to that blogger,
i'm sorry for broken ur heart.
i'm sorry for not telling u the truth.
i'm sorry for that misunderstanding
i'm sorry for all my mistakes that i had done t0 you.
truthly,from bottom of my heart,i'm very very SORRY.

p/s : hari ni sy sedar,sy x hidup di sini seorang diri.

wallahualam~